Friday, October 19, 2007

recently, everyone seems so down. jingmin stressed up with exams, emi with work and jiahui with exams and projs(heard you are sick! are you ok?) AND PLUS ME!

SORRY DEAR FRIENDS! SORRY that some of you have been facing a very negative Linda Low lately..

SORRY for adding burden to you guys..

SORRY for making you guys worried and sad for me. SORRY for havin you guys to waste so much saliva to talk me round. SORRY to make you all console me and knock sense into me.

for those who dunno what i am talking about. okay. here i go.

recently, i have been havin very low self confidence. YES, so not the usual me. DUN WORRY, i'm not hurt or rejected or whatsoever by any guy. haha. i have yet to lay my eyes on any guys so not to mention my heart. haha! I'm jus passing a phase of LOOKS VS CONFIDENCE battle!

I've been feeling that i really look UGLY. UBER UGLY. i know many of you haf told me no, you are cute etc kinda words. but this is jus me. like i mentioned, I MAYBE CONFIDENT BUT DEFINITELY NOT ABOUT MY LOOKS. I maybe nonchalant about appearance but actually i care ALOT. its jus a passing phase of every girl. ESP someone who's now working hard to slim down to look better. i know it will take time, patience and determination. I KNOW I KNOW. but i am jus afraid i cannot do it. I WILL JIAYOU! thanks all!

like i say, i will never believe that any guy will lay their eyes on me. SO, if any one of you out there who's laying ur eyes, you may keep them back. cuz i wont believe. =)

ANYWAY, after so much bullshit, I'VE DECIDED! I hafta OUTTHROW THE NEGATIVE LINDA in me and BRING OUT THE POSITIVE LINDA! SO, PLEASE HELP ME! simply SLAP me (just action action say say, no need for real) if i began to have any negative thoughts AGAIN!

JIAYOU JIAYOU LOW GUI TIN LINDA! YOU ARE POSITIVE! YOU CAN DO IT! YOU ARE LINDA LOW! EVERYONE'S FAVOURITE! (cheyyy)

AND A BIG HUG to all my friends esp Emi, Jingmin, Jovi, Shufen, Joyce. POOR GIRLS! hafta listen to my negative blabberings.. and THANKS for all your encouragement and words! I've them all input into my brain and am working them HARD!

THANKS TO YOU ALL! I LOVE YOU ALL! BE POSITIVE! AND THATS ME, LOW GUI TIN LINDA!! I PROMISE I'LL BE BACK! GIVE ME TIME!

hopefully..

what we could have been, 3:31 AM.