SHAGGED is all i can say now.. I'm UBER tired now. but jus wanna blog. blogging has become a habit, a daily routine. haha.
went to GYM today! SUPER
SHIOK AH!! I'm
FINALLY doing smth to be one step closer to my dream.
reached e gym with joyce at 1030am. paid. started with some warming up. i dun wanna get cramps halfway man.
and all ready, HERE I GO!
ran on the treadmill. i run ok? used this machine called strider. strided. cycled. pedaled. and did some other exercises to work every inch of my
FAT to let them work and
LEAVE MY BODY! haha! perspired like MAD. but the feeling of exercising was really shiok. i really enjoy all my fats being converted into sweat droplets out of my body. MUHAHAH!
besides my dream motivating me on the machines, the PEOPLE ard too motivated me. there are really lots of GOOD-LOOKING guys man i must say. but what i am more motivated is that everyone here has only one aim in mind, to keep fit. SO COOL! everyone's working hard to sweat hard.
DAMN SHUANG! LETS WORK HARD TGT~!!
after like 3 hours of workout, time to end my tired but satisfying GYM session. Exercising is cool. I'll maintain this sense of passion for my dream and visit gym more often. SO ppl, if you are interested to join me,
FEEL FREE TO DATE ME! i welcome COMPANY!
went home to bathe. i simply cant stand bathing outside. had a great bath and short rest and headed off to meet joanne in town. its was raining heavily. but the weather seems clearer after the rain.
went to grab a bite upon meeting her. NO WORRIES. Healthy diet. haha. I still need food replenishment after working out. jus hafta CONTROL. control is the key.
passed me my policy cert. i bought a policy with her. hehe. its more of a savings plan. cannot disclose much cuz it concerns my wealth and safety. haha.
chit-chatted and slacked while she's waiting for her fren to come. when her fren came, intro awhile, talked. saw lilian and mimosa they all! called her. haha. left to join them. they were heading home too so we made our way back tgt. hehe. i dunno how to explain but whenever i'm with the taiwanese, i will feel very qing qie. izzit my inner taiwanese PR reacting? haha!
whatever, time to head to bed. its work time again. nite. i'm UBER shagged..
Jus some random thoughts:I may not be as confident as you think i am.
I maybe nonchalant about my exterior but i do care.
I may not be as cheerful as you think i am.
Sometimes, i am sick of smiling.
I maybe boy-crazy but i dun really have the confidence of having a guy.
I truly know i dun need a guy now and i am surviving well without one.
But sometimes i jus look forward to having one.
I wanna work yet i wanna study.
I wanna spend yet i earn so little.
I wanna slim down yet determination may not be on my side.
I cannot find my direction in life. Too many goals, too little time.
Everything seems all over.
*BOY? LICENSE? JOB? SCHOOL? MONEY? SHOPPING? DIET? SLIM?*
I really DUNNO what i want at times.
I'm tired yet i dun feel like sleeping.
I'm confused. I'm not thinking properly.
what we could have been, 8:22 PM.