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Sunday, November 04, 2007

* WARNING : LOTS of vulgarities are used in this post, PARDON ME *

Sometimes i wonder.. why do i land myself into this SHIT place? this SHIT working environment.. this SHIT job.. ALL THESE SHITS!

As many would answer if you were to ask them: "How you feel about working here?" they would reply : "The work is fun, environment is good but jus the PEOPLE sucks."

Working environment:

I used to wonder but now i began to feel so.. I jus cannot understand why the working environment is so disappointing. i jus cant understand why some colleagues jus cant be nice? WHY WHY? ANSWER ME! does it costs you flesh to be simply nice to each other and create a more cohesive and friendlier environment. Not that I'm against that particular group of our society, but i jus feel that its that that matters and differs.

AND i totally disappointed with the service here. as a service student for 3 years, i am definitely particular about service. BUT in here, I REALLY REALLY cant see SERVICE. I can only see something : Service Atrocious Than Shit *thinkkk* I jus dont get it. YOU JOLLY WELL know you are working in a SERVICE-ORIENTED environment and industry, but why cant service be performed? WHY? WHY arrange SERVICE courses when it will not be instilled? WHY? Jus for SHOW or cuz its part of the TRAINING MODULE? if it cannot be bloody hell instilled, why even have it? GET TP TO TEACH YOU MAN cuz they did a GREAT job in teaching me and my friends. WE ARE THE REAL SERVICE PERSONNELS!

i wonder.. if T08 really have our own cafe, our cafe will definitely be the one with best service and best service team.. full of fun and i would definitely not mind working there for one lifetime.. i began to wonder.. will our dream come trueee?

People:

Some people are jus so childish and hypocritical in here. well well, let me say then. today i was chattin with one of my friend and she said recently she have been hearing rumours about herself. BAD ONES OF COURSE. and ONE OF OUR IDIOTIC BATCHMATES actually chose to sway towards those rumours. LIKE WTF? PLEASE, call yourself her friend. SO GREAT AH! and PLEASE, dont you bloody hell have a mind of your own or even EYES of your own to judge YOUR FRIEND? so much for her trust in YOU as a FRIEND? call yourself a FRIEND, yea right, FRIEND, Fucking Retard Idiotic Embarassing Nabei Dumbass.

and then, my friend told me also that last time during classroom sessions(which is like 2 months or so back), some people in our class dun like me CUZ i know MORE than they do. and THEY think that I THINK that I KNOWS ALOT. BUT come on, now in ground (not to be BHB), i had proven that i DO KNOW my stuffs and i am accepted well by those people ON GROUND. NOT JUST ACT. AND you only stand jus a SMALL freaking PERCENTAGE of the whole lot, SO, your presence to me is like PEA.

and Alright, prior to me not knowing my stuffs but THINKS i know, i got no choice but to say this. I'VE BEEN FUCKING PRAISED/RECOGNISED BY FEW DMs AND OFFICERS ABOUT MY PERFORMANCE. SO, SHUT THE FUCK UP ABOUT ALL THAT BULLSHIT. I'VE PROVEN MYSELF. jus SHUT ur JEALOUSY in your fucking retarded mind. If you think you are BETTER, go ahead and PROVE it. i will be happy to see and i will definitely CONGRAT you.

i'm not SAD for surprising GOD's SaKE. if this were to happen in poly, maybe i'm already crying my head off and thinking what to do.

but this time round, Cuz i know that this has nth gotten do with my CHARACTER and it all LIES with those FUCKING ASSHOLES. i jus cant seem to understand something. CANT they jus DO their job nice and use their BLOODY mouth to express BETTER words or produce better quality PERFORMANCE? ARE THEY REALLY THAT FREE? and if you dun like me, dun come and act friendly in front of me. I would rather you have your bloody nose stuck up than to ACT friendly. PLEASE, save that ACT for MEDIACORP. THEY NEED IT MORE. not here. you have entered the wrong ground.

did i became stronger or cuz these people jus dun deserve my tears cuz i know they are not my FRIENDS? they dun deserve linda low to be sad over them..

I'm totally pissed off and disappointed. AND I SHALL SAY OUT LOUD NOW. dun think that i keep quiet means you can ride over my head. i giving you respect and showing you courtesy. dun ever try to take it for granted that i'm a GREAT TARGET to bully or i jus KEEP QUIET for i warn, the day i gonna thrash it out LOUD with you, would be your DOOMDAY. I will make sure you will work as though in hell for the next year in here. AND I REPEAT. If i can say so, i WILL DO SO.

although i know the comment were made in the past, but i will still feel pissed after hearing. cuz ITS DAMN CHILDISH. PLEASEEE. have a MIND of your own. AND dun be FUCKING JEALOUS jus cuz ppl knows more. IF you are SCARED that that person may perform BETTER than you, THEN start thinking HOW TO BEAT THAT GAL and not GOSSIP. FUCK. I SIMPLY HATE THIS.

and i even hate that, tml, i would have to see SOME of them AGAIN. LIKE KAOZ! SAVE IT, i dun need their act. but at least there are my nice people there too. THANK GOD!

went through Singapore Airlines website and saw a few job opportunites similar. IF i knew, i would have joined them DIRECTLY. I'm now THINKING of a transfer. AND, I SWEAR, i'm gonna work DAMN HARD AND SMART NOW to prove myself, outshine. I WILL DEFINITELY DO WELL IN MY CHECK IN. AND, I WILL GET A DEGREE and work my way up. I'm GONNA PROVE MY WAY OUT. I GONNA PROVE THOSE jealous ASSHOLES that YOU GUYS SIMPLY SUCKS.

DAMN, this job is really fun but i jus hope i can have a eraser to erase off those meanos at work. they POLLUTE the place. lucky, i still have many nice people with me. if not, i will really pay that 5k and get out of this fucking place.




is working life really like this? scary and funless? why cant workin society be like school? fun and happy.. why why? i wonder.. should i go back to where i belong? student life?

Thank god for blessing me with nice people. and my learning:

You cant please the whole world. if there are people out there who likes you, there will definitely be people who dislikes you. and so long you know that the people who likes you stand a MUCH HIGHER percentage than those who dont, you dun need to be sad.. you dun need to please the whole world, you jus need to please the part of the world that affects your survival.. AND, true friends will not be influenced by what others say.. they will see you with their own eyes and not through people's eyes and mouth.. you dun need to have LOTS of friends.. you jus need TRUE friends..

~ i'm thankful that i have true friends with me and i can see who are the FAKES one.. i'm not sad but jus disappointed.. i'm thankful for them cuz they had taught me to be a STRONG lindalow.. they show me another side of me..

i know i'm loved by my friends and thus i love them.. felt better after pouring.. sorry to pollute your eyes..

tml'll be a better day.. and i look forward to a new chapter of my career evolving..

what we could have been, 7:43 PM.

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