Sunday, December 30, 2007
Been working HARD after my days of enjoyment. TIREDD like MAD..
Working morning shifts ALL THE WAY til JAN 7th. GOD. this is tiring.
PERSIST! PERSIST! 4 days off coming up!! AND BACK TO TP! My lovely poly, CANT WAIT! *YAWNS* I'm TIREDDD..
I hope to bump into you. I hope to say hi to you. I hope i hope. But if i see you, i will put on a mask. A mask that hides my feelings beneath and put on a false front like you were never my cup of tea, never. Beneath the mask, how much i hope i can jus say it out loud. But, i know, i'm not fit to like you. I'm not good enough for a guy like you. All i can do is relieve those memories and times. I wish all those words n things you do were real. But, i know i'm dreaming. Wake up, wont you linda? I need more time. I'm working hard. I hope my dream will come true one day. =)
Working morning shifts ALL THE WAY til JAN 7th. GOD. this is tiring.
PERSIST! PERSIST! 4 days off coming up!! AND BACK TO TP! My lovely poly, CANT WAIT! *YAWNS* I'm TIREDDD..
I hope to bump into you. I hope to say hi to you. I hope i hope. But if i see you, i will put on a mask. A mask that hides my feelings beneath and put on a false front like you were never my cup of tea, never. Beneath the mask, how much i hope i can jus say it out loud. But, i know, i'm not fit to like you. I'm not good enough for a guy like you. All i can do is relieve those memories and times. I wish all those words n things you do were real. But, i know i'm dreaming. Wake up, wont you linda? I need more time. I'm working hard. I hope my dream will come true one day. =)
what we could have been, 6:34 PM.
