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Tuesday, January 29, 2008

0100 shift was fun today! Great team, great companions for the night. =)

BUT, stupid transport just have to piss me off everytime. The bus was late for my pick up and i called MILLION of times then the line get through. AND, when the line get through, the uncle says he's on the way BUT yet no soul. AND, I WAITED FOR FREAKING 45MINS! Then, eventually by 1230, the bus is still not here. So i called DMIC and he asked me to take cab down to work. Activate your mathematics brain and calculate the fare from YISHUN to CHANGI AIRPORT.

YES, and it costs me $28.20!! Great huh? BUT, good news! I submitted my claim form when i reach work and when i end work on my way home, the transport called me and apologise that their driver was late and they have confirmed i indented my transport and will reimburse the full fare back to me. YEAH, money not wasted! BUT, I was super pissed when waiting for the transport. 45mins ALONE waiting on the quiet main road. Imagine what might happen? I dun have a hunk bodyguard with me you know? HAHA!

Except for that, my 0100 overnight shift was finished PERFECTLY. I had great team mates and we worked happily together! HOORAY! =) Last hour break to complete the perfectness. I ended work at 0800. Come to think about it, overnight shift isnt that bad BUT provided your team mates are good. THANKS GUYS! GREAT JOB DONE TGT! =)

Went home to take a short nap before heading out to meet shufen at Marina Area. Jus a last min decided meet up. Ate at Yoshinoya and chilled there. Her friend, Stephanie and bf came to join us. Nice people. HAHA. Had great time talking about secondary school times and i realised our schools are so totally different. Secondary school times are just so funny. Memories, memories, memories..

Went to shufen house after that to wait for my dear chaffeur daddy to come again. HAHA! she showed me her year book. its cool to look at your fren yearbook. SERIOUS! haha! Super funny. Told me about her friends etc. Laugh n laugh.

had a great time with shufen today. HTH chat makes our friendship closer day by day. =)

RANDOM:

LG Viewty or Sony Ericsson K850i? Which one should i get?

BACK TO TP AND FEASTING TIME WITH JINGMIN TML! YEAHHHH! LOVEeeee..

to my dearest friend : i can see cupid shooting his arrow to you my friend. you deserve what you waited for so long. you deserve to be loved and pampered. you are blessed with luck and now, move on and immerse yourself in the sea of love, bed of roses. i love to see you happy. =)

as for me, i will continue to work hard and hopefully i'll be blessed like you too. a nice girl will get a nice guy. i told you to be patient and you'll be rewarded. hopefully it happens to me too! =) i will work hard to fight for what i want. i will stay strong too. thanks for the luck you lent me today. i'll cherish it preciously and lets jus hope dreams come true. bless me with courage and luck. i'm falling for YOU more and more day by day. i smile at the mention of you. =)

what we could have been, 11:55 PM.
Monday, January 28, 2008

Today's a 100% SUCKY day. I hate today, 28th January 2008.

I'm CURSED for the day. NOTHING's GOING SMOOTHLY! F***!

GRRR! Ok, lets go through my SUAY-ness..

Yesterday night when i called to check what time the taxi will come and pick me for work, the person said cannot find my record. SOooo, i called up DM(Duty Manager) and asked. And guess the answer?

THEY SAY I DIDNT INDENT FOR IT! LIKE WTF! I indented with a colleague by my side.
(Part of the conversation)

DM : "Sorry, your name's not on the list."
Me : "Huh? Not on the list? But i did indent.
DM : "Anyone can witness for you?"
Me : "Ya. My colleague, Thulasi was beside me when i indent the taxi."
DM : "But sorry, I cant find your name so means you didnt indent."
Me : "Huh? Okay. So, how am i supposed to go to work then without transport?"
DM : " You have to find your own way to come to work." (HUH? WTH?!!)
Me : "Huh, sorry. What do you mean by find my own way to work? I dun have a car at home to send me (okay, i lied. BUT why should i trouble my dad and waste petrol?) and so early, where do i find transport?"
DM : "There's something called TAXI."
Me : "HUH? You want me to take taxi from my house to go work on my own expense?"
DM : "Ya."
Me : "Mdm, do you know where I stay? I stay in YISHUN. You cant expect me to take taxi down to work on my own expense. That will cost my pay. And you all re-time me and i did indent the transport. But now you are saying i didnt and want me to take cab down myself. Its totally impossible."
DM : "Okay. What time are you supposed to work tml instead?"
Me : "530."
DM : "Okay, then you report at 530 then."

WTH! SO dots please. Not my fault and jus cuz they didnt indent for me. They expect me to go at my own expense. TOTALLY RIDICULOUS. And the thing is, they dont even investigate and think its my fault. WTH please. I simply jus cant stand my company for this. They always say its our fault when our transport miss us and when we take the taxi on our own cost and wish to claim back, they will jus come back with reasons that become our fault AND the money is at our own cost. NO REFUND. WTF please. RIDICULOUS. FED UP. I'm totally PISSED.

AND, today morning, another DM called me and thought i did not show up for work. WTH! DAMN!

NEXT!

Went to work early in the morning. RAINING. and i did not have my umbrella with me. FINE, drench abit.

See my roster. MI COUNTER WHOLE DAY. ma deee. I totally hate to work there. LOTS of problems, LOTS of people. VISA VISA VISA. I hate it.

AND INDEED, I'm bugged with problems for the whole day. Excess baggage, bookings cancelled, ticket not valid to travel, ticket not associated, late reportings of passengers, never ending queue and crowd. AND, i keep knocking against the table and belt. GREAT, more and more BLUE BLACKS. I'm simply SUAY. F***!

NEXT!

Due to the LONG LONG queue, I cant even leave the counter on time for home. Request last hour break but FAILED. AND i gotta start work at 1am that morning. Which means i reach home, bathe, sleep(which i gonna do so) and get up at 11pm to go for work at 1am to 9am. GREAT isnt? AND yet, i have to leave counter later than my time. Worked 30mins OT. But i didnt claim cuz i simply HECK. I'm sick of it.

GOD! tell me. WHATS WRONG TODAY?!! EVERYTHING'S NOT SMOOTH! pissed.

Everyone at work today find today a super suay day to work. I dunno whats wrong but I'm seriously pissed off. I wanna shout out loud : F***!!!!!

ARGGGGHH!!! shasfklhgidfhgioadfhgil;dhafbpiadfhbdb..

I jus hate work today. PLEASE PLEASE. My 0100 better be smooth. PISSED OFF TOTALLY!!!

AND to add on,

MY PHONE IS DRIVING ME CRAZY!!! I REALLY CANT STAND IT! PLEASE PPL, I already mentioned, I CANNOT SEE SMS-es. I CAN ONLY ANSWER CALLS. those who know, PLEASE, CALL ME. DUN SMS. I get really fed up cuz i have to immediately react to the message and call back. AND when i call back, its ppl who know my phone is down. I'm not targetting anyone BUT please, help me to lighten my load. Its REALLY FRUSTRATING to have sms coming in and you are busy at counter and you cannot react to the message and missed it. AND for those who sms me, when i call back and you didnt pick up, kindly jus call me back. I wont be able to know who's looking for me.

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE, I BEG. JUS DO ME THIS FAVOUR. CALL ME AND NOT SMS. If i dun react in time, i will miss ur msg and cant get back to you. and when i dont, you thought i'm not replying. GOD. THIS IS DRIVING ME NUTS! ARGGHGHGHGH!!! F*** my phone man! F***!

OK. Perhaps i need a good rest. Sorry if i accidentally offended anyone from any part. I'm seriously TIRED and PISSED. Morning shifts drive me crazy. When my friends are having fun, I'm only suffering and working. What a life i lead. DAMN. I miss my fun. I hate the stress. ARGGHHHH!! I need my off days. I seriously do.

Everything's not smooth for me today. I'm really tired and f***ed up. If only you can lend me your shoulders to lean on and your body to punch to relieve my stress. HAIZ. I'm jus dreaming. Things not getting anywhere great. I believe so for you and me. If only i can hear your crap and nonsense now, i will definitely feel better. I miss them so much. You really can cheer me up. if only you are here for me now.. if only..

what we could have been, 3:51 PM.
Sunday, January 27, 2008

HAD A NEW HAIR CUT!



what we could have been, 8:42 PM.
Saturday, January 26, 2008

Ask me why i love my off days. cos'.......... I HAD FUN!

SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING. CHILLING CHILLING CHILLING. TALKING TALKING TALKING. many many moree!

Spent my both off days with jingmin, colleen, shufen. SO FUN! Heard good news. =) JIAYOU FRIEND!! I'm waiting for my free flow of BIRD'S NEST!

I really have no idea which phone to get. ANY SUGGESTIONS PPL? I need a phone DESPERATELY but i dunno which one to GET. GRRR! this is driving me crazy. xP

supposed to meet colleen they all today aft work. BUT i'm too TIREDddd. I was at Standby Counter the whole day. GOD, its hard to tell passengers they cant get on the flight after HOURS of waiting. =( AND, my fingers are numb, from all the quick typing. FAINTS. I think my fingers might have grown abit longer.

This week is a GOOD NEWS week. LOVE news. CAREER news. GREAT! BUT, where's MINE?

OKAY! time to turn in! I'm SLEEPYyyy..

I miss reading your good night messages, i miss saying good night to you, i miss seeing you as the last person before i close my eyes and go into my dream. All i have now is a blank white screen. DOTSSS. I wanna call you. I wanna sms you. I'm jus wanna chat with you. I miss your crap(although i always seem to hate it.) HAHA! I envy my friend. She can chat with her crush for HOURS but i can only do so if i see you. =( PLEASE PLEASE CUPID, give me a helping hand. I shall take things slowly and let fate decide. But i really wish i can see you soon. You are my truly eye candy. =)

what we could have been, 8:49 PM.
Thursday, January 24, 2008

LIFE WITHOUT MY PHONE IS TERRIBLE!!

No more cute photos, no more sms-es, no more favourite screensaver, no more favourites..

I admit, i'm a phone addict. I'm so so so USED to have my fingers on my mobile phone. so so so USED to talking on the phone. so so so USED to SMS non stop. and now that my phone screen DIED on me. GOD! I'm totally DEPRIVED. I can receive sms, but i couldnt see them. I can only call back the sender by a miraculous way. I can still call people cuz if you forget, i do have a GOOD memory that allows me to memorise almost 60% of my phonebook. Call me a GENIUS. MUHAHA. I'm now so alert to my phone. The moment it rings, i will pick up IMMEDIATELY cuz if i missed the call, I CANNOT SEE WHO CALLED ME! SAD! =(

SERIOUSLY, I CANT SURVIVE WITHOUT A PHONE!

OH GOD, I'm gonna buy a new phone ASAP! DAMN.

I'm so into NINETEEN MINUTES. Its really a very NICE book. Kept me so occupied during time free. =)

AND FINALLY, night shifts OVER! OFF DAYS, THURS N FRI! HOORAY! FRIDAY, i'm free. PLEASE DATE ME ANYONE!

Meeting Jingmin tomorrow for retail therapy. YEAHHH! alright, time to turn in! =D

ONCE AGAIN FRIENDS, IF YOU LOOKING FOR ME, PLEASE PLEASE CALL ME! thks..

i'm missing you. somehow, the hostile feeling keep revolving in my mind. out out out it goes. i dun wanna doubt you. dun wanna make myself sad. oh god, can you surprise me for one more time? let me bump into you. let me see you. i jus wanna admire you secretly, ur features, ur face, ur words, ur everything. alright, i'm really missing you. surprise me, would you?

what we could have been, 12:22 AM.
Monday, January 21, 2008

Ladies & gentlemen,

A big hello to all! oh wells. Don't be alarmed at this post, cos I know it doesn't sounds like our dear Miss Linda Low Gui Tin. Well, this is her secretary speaking. (erm, hi!)

DO TAKE NOTE PLS:
Miss Low's mobile phone has decided that it is time to take a break (her mobile phone screen has died on her, so she couldn't see anything on it), and thus, Miss Low is UNABLE to receive sms-es, and if you are looking for her, PLEASE CALL HER INSTEAD.

Thank you for your time to read this. Cheers to all! (:

On behalf on Ms Linda Low,
this is her secretary signing off

what we could have been, 9:51 PM.
Sunday, January 20, 2008

Work lately have been so SLACK and BORED. t2 is seriously BORING when you are on night shifts. I'm literally waiting for time to pass.

I've never done this before. But work was so BORED til i could finish reading 2 magazines (Not browsing, I'm SERIOUSLY reading). And, when i ran out of magazines yesterday, I actually bought a BOOK. YES, A BOOK. But i never regret buying though. VERY NICE BOOK! Nineteen Minutes by Jodi Picoult. I simply love JODI PICOULT. I simply LOVE her BOOKS. Joo, we can arrange a Jodi Picoult book review session..

Met Ah Min yesterday at t3 to get Christine present. We got her Ferragamo Incanto Shine. Very nice and sweet scent. I like. Maybe i should get smth for myself too! DAMN, i've been spending like water recently. NO NO. Its a want, not a need. But i wont not reject if anyone wanna get me that. HAHA! =D DREAM ON, perhaps..

Went for tea-time at Wang. Its always nice to meet your friends before or after work. It jus simply brighten my day. I love.

Was supposed to meet ah min for 85 today before work. BUT mum cooked lunch for me. I cant reject her lunch cuz mummy rarely cooked. SO i hafta cancel my lunch date with AH MIN. SAD!!

No worries min. we'll go 85 SOON!

ALRIGHT, time to bathe! TIME TO WORKKKK.. I'm glad i have Jodi Picoult with me and also friends who know the right time to call to keep me OCCUPIED. =)

*I NEED A NEW PHONE! I REALLY DO!*

I think God really hear my words. Whenever i'm sad, he will send me a surprise to make me happy. He knows jus how to make me happy. I'm happy when you msg me. I'm happy when you call me. I'm happy to hear your voice. I'm happy to chat with you. I'm happy to see your pictures. I'm happy as long as it got to do with you. I'm jus becoming happier. Dun ask me why. I dunno either. Anyway, all i know now is days of emo-ing are gonna be over. I hate emo. I hate being sad. I hate to cry. I hate to be troubled. Linda=happy. Thats my true self, my true emotion. I'm awaiting my rainbow to appear. I'm waiting days of fun to arrive! I'm jus becoming happier. =)

what we could have been, 1:29 PM.
Thursday, January 17, 2008

have been meeting colleen, shufen and jessica lately consecutively. its always great time spent with them.

16th January 2008 (Wednesday)

met for dinner on wed evening after work with them. had mac(OILY TO THE CORE) at lucky plaza and we chatted all night long til 11plus. had xiang yue and her friends along. it was 2 different cliques together but we all jus had fun together like one. happy to know new friends!

may may came by to pass me my cleanser and i introduced her to they all. we started a mini beauty session and they were all interested in using the products me n may may using now. its really good i must say. ARTISTRY. TRY IT! GOOD! =) i can show you my skin for example. WAHHH, BHB! =p

Went off to a place at Purvis Street called S-Club. KTV-PUB. Colleen's simply addicted to 2 places now:

1. S-Club
2. Minds' Cafe

Dad drove them back as well. =)

17th January 2008 (Thursday)

Met colleen for threading. I tried it so i brought her to try today. Threading is really a form of art i wanna learn man. Its SUPERB. A little of pain is inevitable. Colleen dropped a tear. HAHA!

*met emi for a short 15mins but i was happy! I miss emi lots. =)*

Went off to Paragon for Soup Spoon to end Colleen's craving. YUMMY. no wonder colleen cravings never end. ITS REALLY YUMMY! One set meal completed, satisfies my hunger for the day. =D

Went off to shop around. Wanted to check out presents. My nose became numb for a moment. Too many choices. But i simply love all the smells. NICE. I love being a sweet-smelling girl. =)

Checked out make-up as well. GOD. Girls are really born to spend money. We are surrounded by too many stuffs to pamper ourselves. How i wish i really have a money-printing at home..

RETAIL THERAPY. Got 1 top from Dorothy. AND MY CHECKERED TOP FROM TOPSHOP FINALLY! <3 thanks min for ur topshop card. i've accumulated lots of pts for you!

Went off with colleen to Toa Payoh for Bubble Tea. I went all the way DOWN to toa payoh jus for bubble tea. HAHA! BUT, its worthwhile. The shop is opened and runned by TAIWANESE and their bubble tea is really like that i had in TAIPEI. HIGHLY RECOMMENDED : Koi Cafe in Toa Payoh Central! YUMMY! i love bubble tea and bubble tea makes me miss ZXB..

i'm so tired. time to sleep. I need AMPLE BEAUTY SLEEP. niteeee..

too many things had happened around me and my friends lately. but i really thank god that most of them are resolved now. i'm happy to see my friends getting better and living on stronger. every obstacle in life is meant to make us grow stronger and sculpt our character better. we hold hands in hands and cross all these obstacles together. with every crossing, our friendship takes a higher leap up. i'm glad to be by my friends' side and have my friends by my side. like the old saying, thats what friends are for..

thanks my one n only friend, you've lent your ear to me so much so much that i feel guilty. but never once did you abandon me. i made you laugh, roll eyes and too i made you cry along with me. i'm really thankful for ur support. <3

my mind is clearer now. i'm feeling better now. i'm learning to be less emo and more stronger. i'm learning to take things in my stride. perhaps i really think too much. whats meant to be yours will be, thats my new learning. whatever it is, i'm learning to take things slower. whether or not you are making use of me, giving me the chance to help you is already my honour. no matter what the future lies, i'll always be happy i fell for you. for you are the one i smile for, cry for and look ahead for. i have to admit, i'm falling deeper n deeper for you. =)

Days of gloomy are getting over and we all await for our days of brightness and happiness to arrive.. once again to my friends, we hold hand in hand and look upon the sky for our rainbow to appear.

what we could have been, 11:49 PM.
Tuesday, January 15, 2008

For the last week, i've been having very little rest. All for the sake of FRIENDSHIP. But of course, its worth.

Birthday Party at Rachel house was like the BEST. HAD SO MUCH FUN! games, forfeits, laughter, alcohols, food, everything! haha! thats y i chose to sacrifice my beauty sleep. Jus for her, jus for all the fun. ITS WORTH.

I've been such a workaholic recently. WORK N WORK N WORK. T3 really tires me. I'm SHAGGED. I NEED A GREAT MASSAGE!

Random:

Many people have been saying I'm talking very fast lately. I mean i know i talked very fast but recently almost everyone been saying that. M I M I? I didnt speed up but thats how i talk. Maybe i should try to slow down abit. I will try. I hope i dun have to keep repeating my words, waste of saliva.

Maybe that explains why my coming bill will be high. 1670 SMSes sent, 180mins outgoing call and 600 mins of incoming calls. Calculate my bill and i'm prepared for my mum to come chasing after me. DAMN, I need more SMS-es, more FREE outgoing mins. HAHA!

Is love luck really that bad for people of 87? It seems like some of my friends are also suffering like me.

Friend A : BGR is complicated. Why do guys like to have long legs and step around? DAMN YOU. but nvm, my fren is strong, she can survive. I have faith in you. 100%! WELCOME TO THE WORLD OF SINGLEHOOD!

Friend B : Welcome to the world of unsaid love. You fell for someone years back then, now you fell back again for the same person. I support you. At least you have more GUTS than i do, at least you are stronger than me. You dare to say it out loud but just the guy wasnt here to hear you. BUT DUN WORRY, your love can travel thousands miles and he can sure hear it. Have faith, be patient. You will be rewarded greatly. TRUST ME. How i wish i could be like you. But i have no guts, no confidence. Dun take it so hard against yourself although i do too. Always remember, girls should be pampered by love, not tired. But i dunno why i am. Maybe its jus me. But anyway, Jiayou tgt on this journey of UNSAID LOVE.

As for myself, I'm really getting very emo lately. I dun show them cuz i dun wanna worry others. I'm really thankful for all those who have been by my side, guys or girls. I'm really sorry for being such a burden. Sorry for flooding you guys ears and making you all worry and console me. I really need time to overcome everything, be it looks, love, whatsoever. I may not be as strong as you thought i were. I have my weak sides too. A smiling person has tears of sorrow too. I'm a human, a girl especially. Girls are made of water. I totally agree.

And, I need my rest badly. too many things have been running around my brain. I cant think properly. You may think i'm paranoid but this time i'm kinda sure i am not. I need a solution and that solution can only be determined myself. Right now, i only want to sleep n have a good rest. =)

Like i mentioned, i dunno what to do next. I really dunno how to define our friendship. Is our friendship a real one? Or was it because you needed me, needed my help thats y you are so nice to me? I tried to convince myself that you are not lidat but many questions and things began to prompt me. It seems i am right but i keep choosing to live in denial.

Can i really be strong n reveal the torch i had for you or would i jus choose to continue to hide and never say it out? I had too many considerations. i want the friendship to continue but back again, was there even friendship? you made me think alot. i become emo, confused n lost. i'm suffering really bad. I really hate myself alot. I have so many mirrors at home but why didnt i see myself well enough before liking you. I'm not even suited to like you yet i jus went on. i really wanted to clarify certain things with you but i'm jus cowardic. I simply have no GUTS.

My brain is really exploding from all the things. I'm really badly shaken n tired. I cant sleep without thinking and crying myself to sleep. I wanted so much to call you but i really cant press the green button. I hate quiet moments. I dun wanna think but i cant stop. Would you show me a direction at least? I hate to like someone secretly. I hate to hide. I hate to be emo. I hate to cry. Basically, i hate the current me. My female instincts tell me i'm kinda right on certain things. No matter what, i will definitely make things clear n save myself from agony. I hide so much to maintain our friendship. But if there wasnt even friendship in ur eyes, then i rather drop the torch n move on.

But for now, i will choose to stay silent and enjoy ur company. because i had already fallen for you.

what we could have been, 4:45 PM.
Monday, January 14, 2008

been a week since i last updated. I'm seriously busy with work etc.

LOTS OF THINGS TO UPDATE but i'm feeling very sleepy. I WILL UPDATE TML! SORRRY!

lots of things have happened recently. i'm very confused. i dunno how i feel. i dunno what to do. i dun want to feel this way. i dun wanna suffer. i dun wanna like you. i dun wanna be emo. i dun want i dun want.i dun wanna lose you as friend. i dun wanna hide. i dunno if you are really that nice to me or because of some reasons. i dunno can our so called friendship last. why do i have to discover more things to be more sad as day go by. I dunno i dunno. I REALLY DUNNO WHAT TO EXPECT WHAT TO DO! I HATE THIS FEELING! I'M TIRED!

to my friends who suffering from the word LOVE, lets be strong and go through all these together. maybe thats y we are friends, we suffer together, happy together. brave up and lets move on. i need my rest, BADLY.

what we could have been, 8:18 PM.
Wednesday, January 09, 2008

Off days over, time for serious WORK!

7th January 2008

Last day of my LONG off days. OF COURSE MUST ENJOY!

met colleen n jessica for dinner at Ms Clarity Cafe. (didnt i jus met them the day before?) HAHA! we jus missed each other. Too bad shufen cant join us. i hafen seen her since 4th. WE MISS YOU SHUFEN!

Dinner was great! Food was YUMMY and CHEAP. Waited quite a while though. but its ok, great food is worth waiting for. Ambience was nice too. We'll go back again like DEFINITELY. =)

ZooOMmed off to Bugis Street for some shopping. LIKE USUAL, no fruitful rewards EXCEPT i got a NEW SKIRT. haha! I'm still aiming at my TopShop Checkers Top..

WALKED all the way from Bugis to Novena cuz we wanted time tgt to chit chat. We love walking somehow. Slow walk, nice chat, great friends. What more can i ask for? <3

Waited for chauffeur DADDY to pick me up at Jess house. HAHA! its great to see her blissfully in love. happy for my bestie. =)

I had a great night out. As all will say, its always the company that matters. I'm glad to have such great company too. LOVEeeeE!

T3 opening tml! time for greater workload! Well, i do deserve some hard work after a great rest. =D

Many things have been running about my mind recently. I really dunno whats my next step, what to expect next. If i can make a decision firmly, i probably can save myself from agony. i brought all these upon myself. i had no one to blame. somehow, i can sense something hostile. maybe our friendship wasnt as fun as i thought it was. maybe you had a mask on when you see me too. a mask that shows friendliness, a mask that entertained me. i hope i was jus thinking too much. or perhaps if it was true, i can give up faster probably. i hate to act strong, i hate to act magnanimous. i hate myself for falling deeper. i would really love to tell you and know how you feel but i know or perhaps advices show, its not the time yet. i had to stop myself from looking at ur pics and relieving our times cuz its making me feel worse. i jus have to learn to give up slowly or brave myself for rejection. i know my choices but i jus chose to be indecisive. probably thats cuz i jus couldnt bear to give up. i hope smth miraculous will happen somehow. or perhaps.... i jus need to stop thinking about you.

what we could have been, 5:25 AM.
Monday, January 07, 2008

I LOVE VIDEO CONVERSATION ON MSN!

was msn-ing Jovi who's in SFO now. we decided to have video conversation. BUT TOO BAD, i do not have webcam! SO I CANT TALK to her or HEAR her! BUT NVM, we still had fun!

SAY HI TO JOVI!



NEW COMMERCIAL STAR!


HAHA! this is kinda random but i like video conversation! I SHALL GET A WEBCAM! haha! MORE VIDEO CALLS PLEASE.. =)

what we could have been, 5:20 PM.

6th January 2008 (Sunday)

Went out with BJS girls. Wanted to go to a place called My Secret Garden at Middle Street. Nice Ambience. But abit pricing. since we decided to go on budget for that day, we decided we shall go back another day.

Walked down n down, reached Purvis Street. wanted to go to Miss Clarity Cafe BUT it was CLOSED. =(

Went to Mind Cafe eventually. Game-cum-cafe theme restaurant. SUPER FUN I HAVE TO SAY!

lots of games to play. their games n food are much nicer than Settlers. I HIGHLY RECOMMEND! and their people are also very friendly. And if you think you cant think of Forfeits, they have lots for you!

Jessica had one :

Call the most attractive friend (of the opposite sex) in your phonebook and say : "Hey(the person name), whatcha doing now? I kinda miss you!"

HAHA! Jessica had to call JAVIN. HAHA! but Javin was SMART. He guessed it straight away when Jess called. haha!

Mine : Hop like a kangaroo from one end of the cafe to the other. HAHA! and i DID! FUNNY LIKE MAD!

Huiying : Walk up to the babe/hunk at the opposite table and request to take a pic with him/her and send it to mindcafe's website.

HAHA! she approached the guy and initially the guy REJECTED. HAHA! SO PS! But eventually cuz he knows its a game forfeit, he agreed. HAHA! Huiying was damn PASEI. haha!

colleen was lucky. she had GAME LUCK. haha! NEXT TIME!

It was a laughter-filled night. VERY ENJOYABLE. haha! I really love the place. NICE! I WILL DEFINITELY GO BACK AGAIN! any gamers? haha!

rating : 9/10!

FABULOUS COMPANY, GREAT GAMES, NICE FOOD! I LOVE BOARD GAMES CAFE! =)

linda.colleen.huiying.jessica.

I DUN WANT MY OFF DAYS TO END!! NOOOO!! LAST DAY OF OFF TODAY! =( back to work tml. although i love my job but i still love off days more. haha!

dreamt of you yesterday night. if not my body had to wake me up, i will really choose to continue to stay in that dream of mine. a dream that makes me smile. a dream that had all my wishes. but people say: dream is the opposite of reality. in fact, i believe so. in reality, i would not be able to stay so close to you, smile so sweet in front of you, hold ur hand as tight as i can and lean on ur comfty shoulders as long as i want. sad, isnt it? =(

we all chose to live in denial because denial do not hurt us and its a form of escape for us. but as sweet as the dream could be, as harsh as reality is too. its time to wake up from my dream and back to reality. nobody loves to face reality cuz its harsh and mean. so do i. if i can choose, i would want to stay in that dream for long as there's the only place i can have my wishes come true. my dreamland, my sweet escape.

what we could have been, 3:54 PM.
Sunday, January 06, 2008

I LOVE SENTOSA! except that it rained heavily yesterday.. =(

Went to UWS with jocelyn n joanne to visit our colleagues. Everyone seems the same. Same old environment, same old people.

Went for free touring ard UWS again. haha. despite working there for 2 yrs, i still love to see e marine animals everytime i go especially my dearest dugong. Jus so CUTEEE.. how i wish i can be like them, free n happy swimming ard the tank, no troubles, no sorrows..

cam-whored thru'out.

Like usual, i definitely have to go for my fish reflexology whenever i go to UWS. Its jus SHIOK. I felt pampered. But this time, I felt PAIN. The masseur was really good and i couldnt take it but keep fidgeting ard when she did my foot massage. SUPER PAIN! and i have a blue black now. I'm prone to blue black. DAMN.

swayed off to VIVO for some shopping after my relaxing yet painful massage.

Saw this top at topshop. CHECKERS, i LOVE. but freaking expensive! ARGHH! I think i will succumb to temptation and buy it to add into my closet soon. linda, its okay to pamper urself OCCASIONALLY.

Shopped around like mad. BUT NO FRUITFUL REWARDS IN THE END. haha!

went up to the deck and we three sat down there and chit chatted. Quiet ambience, nice scenery, favourite SOYA BEAN with lovely company, i'm CONTENTED.

we stayed all the way and chit chatted til 2am. I simply love chillin out. Its the company that matters. Cabbed home definitely. MONEY. xP

I love how my day was spent. I love the company. LOVEeeEe.. thanks gals!

OUT WITH BJS GANG LATER~ 1 more off day! DAMN, can time stop for me?

Many have been asking who are you. But i never reveal. sorry. The reason being I'm not ready and I'm not sure if I can last holding this torch. this is my only place to let out my feelings if not i may really suffer. but for now, all i know is i will not give up and jus when the day comes, i will say it out. fail or success, it doesnt matter. so long i tried, i know i never regret. but hopefully i will be able to carry out my promise and not back out last min like a turtle and continue to hide. if i can choose, i will turn back time and choose i never knew you, never fall for you. but i never regret knowing you though cuz you are really a nice guy, an enjoyable fren to have. i'm afraid of being rejected thats y i choose to hide my feelings. I'm after all a human. i'm tired of putting on the mask, i'm tired of bottling.

delete my memories, save me from agony..

what we could have been, 3:09 PM.
Friday, January 04, 2008

LOTS OF THINGS TO UPDATE!! Having my 5 days off so i can UPDATE ALL AT A GO!!

OF COURSE, for a headstart, HAPPY NEW YEAR! ITS 2008! BRAND NEW YEAR, BRAND NEW START, BRAND NEW ME!

31st December 2007

LAST DAY OF THE YEAR! PARTY TIME! Jemmie's birthday as well!

went Hotel Miramar at Havelock road for JAP food. TOTEMO OISHIII!! Fun dinner. Laugther-filled dinner.

COUNTDOWN PARTY AFTER DINNER! headed down to Esplanade for a COUNTDOWN. On our way, we were playing with helium in e balloons from the hotel. SUCKED in and HIGH PITCH WE GO! haha! everyone voices turn high pitch and become WAWA voice! FUNNY LIKE MAD! HELIUM makes us HIGH!

couldnt squeeze into the Esplanade area so we stayed at Lim Bo Seng Memorial Area to countdown to the end of 2007 and start of 2008!

With 5, 4, 3, 2 and 1! We wished everyone HAPPY NEW YEAR and made wishes for our new year! MAY OUR WISHES COME TRUE! BRAND NEW YEAR!

My new year resolutions :

- to slim down and be PRETTY!
- to find my dream boy by 21
- to travel to HKG and TPE encore!
- MORE BONUS!
- to be loved by everyone
- MANY MANY MORE!

grant all my wishlists and i'll be happy!

1st and 2nd January 2008

WORK WORK WORK!

3rd January 2008

BACK TO TP! BACK TO MY LOVELY SCHOOL!

made reservations for Top Table for lunch. Top Table is simply GORGEOUS. Its so much different from RITS at TAS. Service, Culinary i misssss.

served by juniors. Great feeling. Catched up with ms tan, ms choi and ms grace. Miss those times in school. I MISS MY POLY LIFE!

great lunch. great company.

linda.manda.jiahui.jingmin.emi.colleen.jovi.ailing.ms ivy tan.ms choi.

went to Business School to find jemmie. The concourse i used to walk for 3 years, the LTs i entered countless, the friends i made. I really do miss school alot! I WANNA BE A STUDENT AGAIN! bring me back to those days. i miss my poly life. i miss, i really really do.

Met Chek Meng and sat down outside LT and chatted with him along with the others for freaking 3 hours plus. We disrupted his plan of working on his project. HAHA!

Like usual, my entertainer, my no.1 piss-maker. Extreme violent-ness, Ultimate mean-ness, Endless laughter, Countless eye-rolling moments. Thats how our friendship works. We lead a love-hate friendship. WEIRD. Enjoyed the company though. Nice to see him again.

To Chek Meng : I'VE YET TO RECEIVE MY MEDICAL COMPENSATION FROM YOU FOR GRABBING MY WRIST TIL GOT BLUE BLACK AND INJURING MY POOR FINGER!

Left school and went off to KBOX to crave our K desire. SING SING SING. K-session occassionally makes me happy. =)

I miss old school times. I WANNA BE A STUDENT AGAIN! I MISS TP! I promise i will go back AS OFTEN AS I CAN.

4th January 2008

Slept all e way til 1400hrs. Sleeping is a blessing.

Woke up to meet jessica (BESTIE) for dinner at Toa Payoh. Nice dinner at this coffeeshop stall which serves DELICIOUS Western food. YUMMY!

Shopped around. Got my birthday watch FINALLY. after THINKING for SOOO long and nagging from the class, FINALLY made up my mind on the colour of the watch. No more White-Gold so i settled on RED-GOLD. I'm CNY-ready. I love RED, i love GOLD. i love ADIDAS. I love my birthday present. =)

Chilling out with bestie is blissful. you are my bestie so we shared the best-things. You know what i mean. I LOVE JESSICA! I LOVE BESTIE!

Time to sleep. Photos up soon! SENTOSA TML!! LovEeE..

I felt like gaving up. But i cant. I keep telling myself i dun suit you, i'm not fit to like you. Putting myself down to get you out of my mind. Torturing but thats my only way out. But WHY WHY, why must you be so nice? I'm falling deeper n deeper into this crush on you. You are becoming cuter n cuter in my eyes. I love the times we shared, the words we exchanged. but i tell myself to look into the mirror again n again and ask, "do you think he meant it? you think you suit him? you think he only do this to you? think twice."

Like usual, i acted like you were never my cup of tea in front of you. I hope you could see through that mask of mine. Everything will be so perfect and happy to me if you know whats on my mind and i never knew that was someone else on ur mind. but i doubt you will still be like this if you know my feelings. Why why? the answer is you are not meant to be mine. but i'm not ready to say bye until i said all that in my mind to you. give me time, i set a deadline. meanwhile, i jus hope fate allows me to bump into you and say hi. but if you found ur happiness by my deadline, i will definitely give you my blessings and keep all those words back into my mind. can my wish come true? i really dunno. i'm confused and tired. but all i know for now is you are capable of making me smile, i smile because of you. I WANNA SAY IT OUT LOUD, I LIKE YOU. I really really do. if only you could see all this. if only you know you are the you. if only.. if only....

what we could have been, 4:04 PM.

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