Tuesday, February 12, 2008
I LOVE TP! I LOVE 85! I love PIGGING sessions. i love my food khakis! (i'll be back to update!) REAL BUSY!! sorry!
more to come.. ZXB ZXB ZXB! T08 T08! BJS 1st bdae! LOVEeee..
for a moment, my heart did ache badly when the line went dead. i jus needed to pour everything out. maybe i had been bottling what had really been in my mind and heart for too long. i felt so much better and i know my direction alot better after yesterday. probably my mind's sorted out. i really feel so much better. =) thanks my dear audience, my listening ears. you guys stop me from doing the wrong thing and guided me the right way. thanks so much. sometimes we all know where we are heading but we jus chose to be blinded and try to hope for the minor miracle. but whatever it is, after so much confusion and side-tracking, we are still guided back to the right route to the right way to solve the problem. i had nothing to lose, nothing to hold back. all i asked for is an answer to all my questions. all i want to is to let out the load off my chest and allow me to breathe better. all i want is to let you know how i feel and i expect nothing. really clearly, nothing. i am mentally prepared especially now that i've seen the one you couldnt let go of in ur heart. i'm ready to give my last shot to allow myself to breathe better. friends are what we shld be. i have stop imagining for the impossible. i have came back to reality. =)
more to come.. ZXB ZXB ZXB! T08 T08! BJS 1st bdae! LOVEeee..
for a moment, my heart did ache badly when the line went dead. i jus needed to pour everything out. maybe i had been bottling what had really been in my mind and heart for too long. i felt so much better and i know my direction alot better after yesterday. probably my mind's sorted out. i really feel so much better. =) thanks my dear audience, my listening ears. you guys stop me from doing the wrong thing and guided me the right way. thanks so much. sometimes we all know where we are heading but we jus chose to be blinded and try to hope for the minor miracle. but whatever it is, after so much confusion and side-tracking, we are still guided back to the right route to the right way to solve the problem. i had nothing to lose, nothing to hold back. all i asked for is an answer to all my questions. all i want to is to let out the load off my chest and allow me to breathe better. all i want is to let you know how i feel and i expect nothing. really clearly, nothing. i am mentally prepared especially now that i've seen the one you couldnt let go of in ur heart. i'm ready to give my last shot to allow myself to breathe better. friends are what we shld be. i have stop imagining for the impossible. i have came back to reality. =)
what we could have been, 9:20 PM.
