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Monday, March 31, 2008

My 3 days OFF are over! Siannn.. But i've spent them WELL!

29th March 2008 (Saturday)

BJS GANG DINNER! Its finally a FULL FULL gathering. I mean except nerine. Forever MIA-ing. Had dinner at Fish n Co at Suntec. Bought colleen her present finally. RICH GAL. Deciding between COACH or KATE SPADE. As you grow older, the brands you associate with also grows BIGGER. LOL.


I'm so tempted to get thiss!!!! Any rich man out here???

Went to Singapore Flyer to take a look. Hmmm.. Its really BIG but abit disappointing. Not as nice as Taiwan Miramar Ferris Wheel. But i definitely would wanna go on Singapore FLyer for once at least. I love Ferris Wheel. They are jus beautiful.


(Miramar's nicer..)


30th March 2008 (Sunday)

Went for a malay wedding for the 1st time in my 21 years of living. Its really different. I'm jus amazed and fascinated with everything. Its jus so different from Chinese Wedding. My friend was so touched that he cry. I believe its definitely worth dropping your tears on such a joyous occassion. =)






Went off to meet Javin at Tampines Mrt to go town for chilling and slacking with Jessica, Colleen and Miguel.

Train session was funny. Javin caught me bio-ing my type of guys! HAHA! He goes like : "ah ah, See see see." OPPS!

ITS SIMPLY A WEIGHT GAINING CHILL-OUT SESSION!

We went Coffee Club for drinks and snacks. Then to Ambush(the pasta cafe at Taka Basement) to satisfy my pasta craving. Alex came by to join us. THEN, we all moved down to Hong Kong Cafe at Cineleisure for Jessica's dinner and our DESSERT! Shared Mango and Watermelon Paradise. And we jus keep eating and eating. LOL. Food is nicer when shared, always.

Its a fun fun laughter filled chill-out session. Different gang of hang out but lots of fun! LOL. MORE MORE MORE!



31st March 2008 (Monday)
MAy May came over to my house. I became her 'MODEL' for her portfolio. MAKEOVER. HAHA.
May may says please give comments. Please pardon the model, i'm not pretty enough LAAAA. LOL.



We cooked lunch together too. YUMMY! I love cooking with friends. Its jus cool.


FINALLY, I got my MP4 back from SONY! WHeee! MUSIC MUSIC!

TERRIBLE NIGHT SHIFTS starting TOMMORROW! OH NO! Say BYE to daylight, HI to MOONLIGHT.

KAI's BIRTHDAY PARTY ON FRIDAY!! WHEeee! ANd my annual leave on SAT is APPROVED! ITS PARTY TIME FOR FRIDAY!!! CAnt wait cant wait!!

I'm saving up HARD HARD HARD for many many thingS!!
I love VI-WA-WA-ing with friends. EMI emi EMI! Okay, time to sleep. Eyes bags POPPING.

I'm missing you once again! =) I'm jus not over you. Cuz you are CUTE in my eyes! I will wait til the day you are freeeee... Waiting waitingg..

what we could have been, 9:25 PM.
Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Its a zxb thing to get same things..

Emi jus bought a new phone. K850i. Does that ring a bell? YES, ITS MY PHONE TOOO!!

We have e same mp4, same phone. So emi, jus stay on and work. We shall jus go uni TOGETHER~!!!

WHEEEE! jiahui, ah min, time to change ur phone. GET K850i!! =)

I'm so in love with LEONA LEWIS. I love her voice and she's SO PRETTY.



what we could have been, 10:20 PM.

Sick. Terribly sick.

Overnight, i woke up with a bad cough, super bad sore throat, flu and fever. And i repeat, jus overnight. Dunno what virus struck me. DAMN.

2 days MC. Well well, time to take a good rest off work and at home. I know i ought to be lying in bed sleeping, not online-ing. But my medicine hafen take effect. Soon soon.

Lots of fun gatherings coming up, i must faster get well. I dun wanna go out for jus PORRIDGE. NO-NO. Alright, nap time!

Whatever decision you make, i will respect you. Jus make sure it's really smth you want and you will be happy after that. We've done our very best. Sometimes, some things have to be settled by ourselves. Others cant help. Only we can help ourselves. All i can do is to support whatever decision you make. Its ur heart, your choice. Jus make sure its really the wise decision. Take care. =)

what we could have been, 2:52 PM.
Sunday, March 23, 2008

I WANNA BLAST THE MUSIC AND DANCE!! WoOo!!!

STEP UP 2 IS SIMPLY GREATTTT!! I LOVE DANCE MOVIES!

BRing out ur dance vibes and SHAKE IT ALL! WOAHHH!!

MORE MORE DINNER DATES, MORE MORE MOVIE DATES!!

I have lots of programmes coming up. GONNA BE PACKED PACKED PACKED but FUN FUN FUN!

And, you are not crap to me! =)

I know its hard for you to leave him. But i dun see that you are happy. Why keep turning back and make yourself sad and hurt? Why not be strong and for once, be determined, walk out and dun look back. Cry, hurt, insomnia. they are jus part and parcels of the aftermath of leaving. Once you are tired, they will end too. But if you never walk out and away from him, you never get a chance to close the wounds. You always think your wounds close but everytime you turn back, you are pryin them open and deeper. Why make yourself hurt and suffer? This is not the friend that jumps and hugs me throughout the years. This is not the person i always love to see all along. This is not the person whom i known for years. Jus over a guy. I know its hard. I can fully understand. But sometimes, one need to be strong and determined for once. Trust me. Take the big step forward and out of this hurtful cycle. If you wanna get used to life without him, you really 1st have to get out of his life. Once you are out, everything will fall in place. Dun look back. Good girls dun look back. Life goes on no matter how hurt or how sad you gonna be after that. As life moves on, you will slowly recover. He's just not the right one for you. Enough of agony, enough of tears, enough of crying. It had been far too much you have contributed for him. Its time you move this to someone else. No matter who the next will be, how long the next will come, i guarantee once you move on, the next one will come. Never leaving, he will never come. Take care. I'm jus a call away, anytime, anywhere. Hold my hand tight now, i will give you a helping hand to step out of the circle. Its my duty as a friend. My hand is already stretched out, all you have to do now is to lay yours on top of mine, grab tight, and i'll help you out of this. Trust me for once. I want to see you smile, once again, like me. =) I love you.

what we could have been, 7:48 PM.
Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Its raining again today. Chilly weather.

AND, i got my SECOND COMPLAINT letter. say CONGRATS. Call me a perfectionist but i jus get fed up when i get complaints letters. EMI, teach me how to be immune. And yes, wrote another report. I hate writing reports. No OT pay for that.

Sometimes i jus hate being nice to passengers. You try to help them and they dont appreciate. They dun remember your kindness and compliment but only remember to complain. SUCKS. It really SUCKS. BIG TIME.

"Compliments are like good great cute guys. RARE and HARD to get no matter how nice you are. Complaints are like lousy guys. ALL OVER THE PLACE and they just COME even you run away from them." -Linda Low

Like emi says, we jus love CHALLENGES. Service line is indeed a challenging one. And i agree emi. Its CHALLENGING, INTERESTING and EXTRAORDINARY. Not everyone can take the job. WE CAN! CHEEERS TO THE WONDERFUL DECS SERVICE GALS! lol.

STAY ON TO WORK EMI!!! We shall go for UNI tgt! its a ZXB thing. Ah min ah hui tgt for uni, me you tgt for uni. =)

I'm learning to get used to complaints. Not that i LIKE but its INEVITABLE in my line. I still prefer compliments, i'm honest.

GREAT DAY YESTERDAY!

Its a simply LOVED makan session. although it means i need to hit the GYM MOREEeeee.. BUT I JUS LOVE THE COMPANY.

head down to THE COFFEE SHOWCASE at Katong with ah min for lunch. YUMMY, NICE, FAB PLACE is all i can say. Food's great, price reasonable and nice hangout. GREAT GREAT.



Cam-whored CRAZILY when waiting for bus to go over to BEDOK to meet the others for ROUND 2!




BOTAK JONES!

Dinner at botak jones! like ah min, had a heavy lunch so i ordered sausage. HUGE and NICE. Rounding by a table FULL of FOOD with beloved company, thats e reason why i go all the way to EAST. <3

Went to a park and chilled out chit chat. Its not the venue, its the people. We jus love each others' company. =)

MORE chilling at McDonalds. MUSIC SHARING SESSION. We love exploring each other's mp3 for nice songs and sing along. Thats explain why my music library expands GREATLY lately.

cabbed home with taxi khaki, alex AGAIN. Alex, you are forever tempting me to hop onto 280. >_<
Great food, great place, great times, great company. What more do i ask for? of course.. MORE PLEASE!

LONER(jm hint hint) to TOWN tml to fix my bloody earpieces. I hate my music off n on off n on. Anyway, its under WARRANTY. DInner anyone? =)

630am TML! (-_-") and i'm getting addicted to VIWAWA. NO NO. NOT VI is WI-VA-VA!


what we could have been, 7:49 PM.
Monday, March 17, 2008

Havin very great day at work lately. Very nice passengers, very helpful and cooperative passengers. I have been mtg lots of different passengers daily.

RICH one : I was serving this passenger going to Melbourne on FIRST CLASS. But when i was getting custom clearance, it says he did not have a visa to travel to Australia. And so i asked him, "Sorry Mr Lau, do you have a visa to go to Melbourne?" GUESS HIS REPLY!

He went : "Hmmmm.. I jus travelled to Sydney last month."
Me : "So, you went there with a labelled visa or an electronic visa?"
He : "Hmmm.. Not too sure cuz the other time i went there by private jet."

WAH KAO! PRIVATE JET! HEAR THAT? PRIVATE JET! We are both with the surname, 刘 and yet he's SO RICH! GOD. Okay, call me a SUA GU. Its the 1st time i hear pax telling me they travelled by PRIVATE JET. GOD, how i wish too.. DAMN.

CUTE CHARMING : There were a few ang mohs i served at Business Class. Well-dressed, handsome, tall. Jus so charming. ANDDDD.. the common pt in them is... Whenever i wish them a pleasant flight, they will wink and say : "See you around!" GOSH, I'm totally melting. HAHA. I jus love these gestures. MUHAHAA!

OK, enough of saliva drooling. I'm so ADDICTED to VIWAWA! I jus love MAHJONG too much. And i jus ended 2 hours of it with ah min and looks at my tiles. THANKS TO AH MIN FOR GIVING ME THE WINNING TILES. (check out the tais!)



And our opponents were fierce too. EXCITING! I'm in love with VIWAWA! LOL.



I've getting gifts all around recently. AWWW.. thats so sweet.. I got Bangkok Pressies and Taiwan Goodies! LOVE LOVE! Thanks thanks! =)

(CTRL + F) NG KAI ZHUAN! MY SUN BISCUITS!! THEY ARE ROTTIN ALREADY LAAAA!! KAI KAI KAI! MY SUN BISCUITS!! You ought to see this already BAH! HAHA!

Okay. Time to sleep. TUES - MAKAN SESSION! WHeeeee! ALEX, its HAVAIANAS DATE! WEAR URS! (i chose pink for you alex!)

I'm really feeling happier. Everything seems back to normal. Happy and nice. Its really easier to smile. No more tears. More grins. And i'm glad my best friend has walked out of her gloomy days too. Together, we hold hand in hand to await our rainbow and prince charming.. =)

I love you.


what we could have been, 1:48 AM.
Friday, March 14, 2008

Rainy days are over... Sunny days are here.. My rainbow is out..

Emo days are over.. I'm happy once again. I finally finally know what i want, where i'm heading. Thanks for the clarity. Thanks for helping me find my answer. Like i say, a special fren you are, a special fren you will be. Although the answer you gave me is not what i really want, but i accept, i accept cuz i know my heart is satisfied and contented by it. I'm purely over sensitive.

I sat at East Coast Park alone yesterday after work for 2 hours. I sat by the pavilion, watched over the sea and clear my thoughts. I cried all i want and asked myself what i want. What i really really want. And now i know, i only want you to be my friend, as long as possible, forever and ever. I want you to know how close i take this friendship and glad that now you know. I feel so much better now. Alot alot better. My 2 weeks of emo-ing are over. I shld go back to myself, the old strong happy me. The weather follows how i feel. The heavy rain on the last 2 days signifies how heavy my feelings were. And today, with the bright sun out, i tell myself, its time to come out from the gloomy clouds to receive the warm bright sunshine.

Thanks my dear friends for showering me with all those care and concern. For you all, i promise, i wont be that emo anymore. Like kai say, he's not used to see a strong person down. And so i promise, i will be strong as before. Even stronger to be true. I thank you Kai, for calling me on that right moment to let me pour everything to you. You definitely helped alot. Thats y for once i say out loud to you, I LOVE YOU KAI! =)

I'm happy you like the present. I'm happy now you know how much i care about our friendship. I am happy i can continue to be around you, to enjoy your company. To be playful as usual. Thanks for helping me find my answer. I am grateful to you and apologetic for doubting you. All i can say is i jus cant bear to lose you as a friend and glad i dun now. Thanks for everything. I really dunno what else to say.

To my dear friend who's going through the time of the year, emo-ing is fine. Jus dun overdo it. Its tiring to cry. Smile, its much easier. Dun forget my phone is on 24/7. I'm ready to catch your tears. I've found my sense of affiliation, i hope you will discover you never lose yours too. Find yourself a getaway spot. Roll down all your tears and you will definitely feel better. Remember, emo-ing is tired. I miss the crappy you. Jiayou. I've been through my gloomy days, walk out of yours soon.

And last, I love the leap years. It makes me cry one whole packet of tissue with every piece soaked and tattered. I like all the quotes esp one, "If you are not too long, I will wait." I will wait too, for my mr right to appear. I hafen forget my 20th birthday wish, to find one by 21st to celebrate my 21st. I still got nine more months to go. I will wait patiently like Li-Ann.

I'm tired of crying and so i promise, I will smile. Its easier to smile than cry. I truly can feel. I feel so relieved now. I'm happy to see the road ahead clearer. With the rain, it washes all my sadness and brings out my rainbow. I'm happier now. I truly am. =)



what we could have been, 11:14 AM.
Monday, March 10, 2008

FINALLYyyy... I paid my body all the hours that i owed.

I have been sleeping less than 4 hours for the past 3 days. GOD, this is SUPER bad not just for my skin BUT also for ME. I have terrible eye bags that no one can imagine. My eyebags and dark rings are REAL OBVIOUS when i do not get the essential EIGHT hours. Right, jingmin? For a person who sleeps at least 8 hours per day, the past 3 days had been TORTURING. BUT, ITS ALL WORTHWHILE! =)

Was on 0100 overnight shift today morning. Overnight shift is always very tiring no matter how much you sleep ESPECIALLY if you got not enough sleep.

LOTS of Pre-Check in to do. TERRIBLE. We had like 100 over pax to pre check in. Jus seating arrangements are enough to kill my brain cells.

HOWEVER, I was very motivated to go on cuz i was meeting ah min for breakfast at Bedok interchange MAC. WheEe!

ANDddd.. WHEN THE CLOCK STRIKES 0800, YEAH!! CLOCKED OUT AND OFF I GO TO MEET AH MIN!!!

Had my favourite - BIG BREAKFAST. I simply love McDonalds' Big Breakfast. Had a hearty breakfast and chat. Thanks ah min for wakin up to meet me. =)



Took Dad's car home and i slept like a log from the moment i reached home. CONTENTED. I'm happy to see my eye bags gone. =)

Been to 2 Birthday Celebrations over the weekends. That explains why I have not been sleeping enough.

8th March 2008 (Saturday)

ITS PEIRU'S BIRTHDAY PARTY AT NSRCC!!!

Went over to Jovi's house after work before Peiru's party at night. Helped her with the jigsaw puzzle she was doing for her friend's birthday. I realised we can get high over puzzles. Its a sense of achievement when you manage to fix in the right piece. Jovi's friend came over and helped as well. She's a genius. LOL. AND i really want to know who discover or invent puzzles. I went over with the puzzle half defined and left with the puzzle almost defined.



Met the class at tanah merah mrt to go for Peiru's birthday chalet. The chalet was FULL of people.

21st birthday party is when ALL your friends gather and you are the star of the day. You have to entertain all around. After attending few 21st birthday parties, we all find a very important thing to note if you want to hold a 21st birthday chalet.

You need a BIG place to hold the amount of people and enough TABLES or CHAIRS or CORNERS for every group to hang out on their own. anddd, NSRCC has it all.

AND of course, its always an honour to be invited to 21st birthday. I LOVE ATTENDING BIRTHDAYS!

We had pretty much fun at Peiru's chalet. Mini 08 gathering at a corner crapping, laughing, sharing. I had REAL GREAT LAUGHS. AND ALL THANKS TO ALEXANDER BARRY BOEY WEI YANG, I performed 'LIVE' Merlion.

The guys were having fun with the LOT of party poppers that Kai got from i-seriously-have-no-idea-where. I am simply afraid of party poppers especially if you attempt to pop one near me. Thanks Kai for scaring me with them. You do not get lesser beatings threatening to pop one by my ear or towards me. HAHA. Alex was learning how to pop one and he eventually came up with this conclusion, Party Poppers are dangerous items and Alex turn gay when you are attempting to pop one near him. He covers his ears. LOL.




The fun of the day comes when christine brings out her Polariod Camera. I'm simply in love with Polariods!! Was so high to keep wantin to take with the class so i can have one to put in my locker. Everyone was like, huh, again? THEN, ended up, i went home with ZERO polariods. SO much for being high. AND my poor locker gotta wait again. I SIMPLY LOVE POLARIODS! THEY ARE JUS SO COOL! I'm getting one. I really want one.




Left NSRCC at 11 plus. Stayed the night over at jingmin house cuz i have to work 0430 the next day. Thanks for putting me up for one night. I seriously think i should move to the east. It feels so great that you can reach work in less than 15mins.

9th March 2008 (Sunday)

ITS COLLEEN BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION!!

Went to Zhou Zhuang at Far East Square. Had Dimsum Buffet. Food was good but service was abit slow. They had alot of people so orders were kinda delayed. Some food we ordered from the beginning only came at the last. Had Beijing Times relievement when eating. =)
Went over to Scarlet Hotel to look for Raudah. She brought us to tour around the hotel. Showed us different types of rooms. Standard room, Deluxe, Junior Suite, Suites.. GOD, Scarlet is really BEAUTIFUL.









I miss working in a hotel. Humans are contradicting. When you are in one industry or place, you will want to go to another. When you move on to another, you miss the one you were previously in. Conclusion : We are just never contented with what we have.
RANDOM:

I finally get my name tag after 7 months of working..

Thanks min for the encouragement. =D

I got lots of movies that i wanna catch! THE LEAP YEARS, STEP UP 2, WATER HORSE, P.S. I LOVE YOU(which i think gonna end screening), The Spiderwick Chronicles(Coming Up). GOD, all means pocket burning activities. haha.



Started playing Vi-Wa-Wa. Its fun playing mahjong with emi and ah min and emi fren. =)

SUSHI, MOVIE DATE ON WED! WheEee!!

OFF TO BED! ONE MORE DAY TO OFF DAY! =)

To my dear friend :
No matter how hard i convince myself or deceive myself, whenever i think of what you done, the sense of disappointment is jus there. Especially even now that i decided to give our friendship a second chance by picking up the line and dropping by to find you on wed, i still feel i have smth unsaid to you. Not words of affection but words of honesty. Words that i really want you to know regarding this friendship. When i heard the same words you repeated, i jus feel i ought to get this clear. Blame it on my stubborn-ness. I am jus a person who dont like to bottle doubts and lead things unclear. I'm tryin my best and putting in my most, the rest i will leave it to God and you. Hopefully you do not disappoint me as a special friend. You are special cuz you make me laugh all the time and your crap jus brighten my days at times. And of course, your company is what i enjoyed most. =)

what we could have been, 8:49 PM.

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