Wednesday, March 05, 2008
Today is just so not a good day. I hate this especially when i'm gonna be off TML. DAMN.
Spoke to ARM(Airline Relation Manager) when meeting him for my confirmation. He said he like my bubbly character and that always ready smile on my face. Thanks for saying that I am like everyone's sunshine. He went on to say that he hope i can stay on as long as possible with them and very happy to see that i'm enjoying my job. And then with a firm and warm handshake, he congratted me and pass me my confirmation letter. =)
Like the plaque on his table says : A job paints a great picture of the person behind it. I hope mine can be a great painting. =)
However, all happy things jus ended shortly after 5 mins after leaving his room. Went to look for 2 admin staffs.
Received 1 complaint from one passenger. Not about my service but about some visa problem. WELL, my fault that you did not check you need a visa. MY FAULT that you got offloaded and missed your seminar. WELL WELL. MY ever FIRST complaint letter. F***!
AND, received one visa infringement case. DIFFERENT passenger. Overlooked one tiny weeny part of the visa and the pax got sent back and airline got fined. DAMN.
2 cases in a day. 2 reports at a go to submit. AND, i have to stay back after i offically ended work at 1330 to write report. I really hate this. AND so, i wrote one and a half page long of report. HOW GREAT.
AND BAD THINGS NEVER END.
I'm not blaming you. I jus had a bad day and when i thought i could meet you tml and had some great laughs, you jus disappoint me. I jus dun get it about ur attitude. Why agree to meet me when you jolly well know you gonna meet your friends? I told you long ago that i dun like my off days to be wasted. And that if you not gonna meet me, i will meet my friends. AND SO, you said ok, meet me on thurs. AND SO, i told my friends i cant meet them cuz i dun like rushing around to meet friends. I cherish time with each other. AND NOW, when i call you to ask the time n venue etc. You say, LUNCH? NOON? or EVENING? You cant even give me a DEFINITE ANSWER. AND NOW, you say, you will drop by my house to get from me the present and you will go off. AND WHEN i ask, HUH? you really gonna jus meet me and take ur present and go? YOU CAN REPLY : I really very busy tml. Sorry.
I'm not asking for appreciation or what. BUT, is this how you treat a friend who remember your birthday and got you a present? Maybe we treat friends differently, but for me, I definitely will not do this to you. I jus dun get your attitude. You jus make me disappointed. AND WELL, even til now, i dun even know if we are meeting. You said you will call me back tonight BUT i doubt you will. CUZ you always NEVER. I'm plain disappointed with you. Is it that hard to organise your time well or is it that you jus dun feel like meeting me? If its the latter, you can say so. I dun have to waste one off day jus this way. I dunno whats wrong. Maybe you aint no wrong. Maybe i'm jus in a bad mood.
Sometimes i wonder. When you treat a friend like a real great friend and cherish the friendship between you guys, do he or she appreciate you like you do to him or her? When you are anticipating to meet your friend to throw a mini celebration for his or her bdae, does he or she knows how happy you are to be able to celebrate his or her bdae? Friendship, does it works both ways or perhaps jus single way? Sometimes i wonder, am i putting in too much effort to this friendship that i enjoyed lots from? Maybe I wasnt even considered as a friend to you. Maybe i was just an acquaintance to you. Maybe i was naive to think i can be your friend. Maybe i thought i could make you happy by celebrating your bdae with you. Or perhaps i thought you could make me happy after my bad day. But the answer was no.
I'm jus havin a really bad day. I cant keep that smile i had when i was talking to ARM on for the rest of the day.
Alex msn-ed me jus now.
BoEy says:
linda linda!!
Linda Low =) - contented. says:
hey alex
BoEy says:
guess what we were doing exactly 1yr ago!!
BoEy says:
lol
BoEy says:
genting baby!!!!
Linda Low =) - disappointed. says:
haha
Linda Low =) - disappointed. says:
you are jus so high
Linda Low =) - disappointed. says:
haha
BoEy says:
ya man
BoEy says:
time flies
BoEy says:
those photos really bring back so many memories.
Like alex say, exactly one yr back this time, we were at genting for our 08 1st overseas trip. The trip was great and i was enjoying myself, high n happy! But now, one yr later, exactly same time, i'm feeling bad. Contradict yea? If only i could turn back time..
BAD DAY for me. Hopefully i dun affect you all. God, why is it everytime when i'm feeling very happy and having a great day, bad things jus have to come and fall on me and ruin my mood? Maybe i'm jus not blessed to be a happy person.
Maybe i should take what jingmin says :
no one asks you to smile
just let go of those thoughts
maybe after a good cry will do some good
you need not act now
just let all your emotions out, it will make you feel better
listen to all the emo songs you have in your playlist and cry along
after crying, you will feel better
afterall, you are at home now, you need not be the cheerful/optimistic linda you always are
you need not smile when you dont feel like doing
you need not be someone else who you cant recognise now
you need not be hiding your emotions and tried to be the happy linda
JUST let all your emotions run and really, if there's a need, just cry your heart out.
it's okay to cry da, dont worry too much
maybe you will feel relieved after crying.
Maybe i should do so. OKAY, i'm off for a short nap, a great cry. I jus hate bad days especially when its raining. The chilly weather chills off my happiness and my smile.
The only happy thing today was : I FINALLY GOT MY CONFIRMATION LETTER!!! CONGRATS! PROBATION OVER! WheEeE!
Spoke to ARM(Airline Relation Manager) when meeting him for my confirmation. He said he like my bubbly character and that always ready smile on my face. Thanks for saying that I am like everyone's sunshine. He went on to say that he hope i can stay on as long as possible with them and very happy to see that i'm enjoying my job. And then with a firm and warm handshake, he congratted me and pass me my confirmation letter. =)
Like the plaque on his table says : A job paints a great picture of the person behind it. I hope mine can be a great painting. =)
However, all happy things jus ended shortly after 5 mins after leaving his room. Went to look for 2 admin staffs.
Received 1 complaint from one passenger. Not about my service but about some visa problem. WELL, my fault that you did not check you need a visa. MY FAULT that you got offloaded and missed your seminar. WELL WELL. MY ever FIRST complaint letter. F***!
AND, received one visa infringement case. DIFFERENT passenger. Overlooked one tiny weeny part of the visa and the pax got sent back and airline got fined. DAMN.
2 cases in a day. 2 reports at a go to submit. AND, i have to stay back after i offically ended work at 1330 to write report. I really hate this. AND so, i wrote one and a half page long of report. HOW GREAT.
AND BAD THINGS NEVER END.
I'm not blaming you. I jus had a bad day and when i thought i could meet you tml and had some great laughs, you jus disappoint me. I jus dun get it about ur attitude. Why agree to meet me when you jolly well know you gonna meet your friends? I told you long ago that i dun like my off days to be wasted. And that if you not gonna meet me, i will meet my friends. AND SO, you said ok, meet me on thurs. AND SO, i told my friends i cant meet them cuz i dun like rushing around to meet friends. I cherish time with each other. AND NOW, when i call you to ask the time n venue etc. You say, LUNCH? NOON? or EVENING? You cant even give me a DEFINITE ANSWER. AND NOW, you say, you will drop by my house to get from me the present and you will go off. AND WHEN i ask, HUH? you really gonna jus meet me and take ur present and go? YOU CAN REPLY : I really very busy tml. Sorry.
I'm not asking for appreciation or what. BUT, is this how you treat a friend who remember your birthday and got you a present? Maybe we treat friends differently, but for me, I definitely will not do this to you. I jus dun get your attitude. You jus make me disappointed. AND WELL, even til now, i dun even know if we are meeting. You said you will call me back tonight BUT i doubt you will. CUZ you always NEVER. I'm plain disappointed with you. Is it that hard to organise your time well or is it that you jus dun feel like meeting me? If its the latter, you can say so. I dun have to waste one off day jus this way. I dunno whats wrong. Maybe you aint no wrong. Maybe i'm jus in a bad mood.
Sometimes i wonder. When you treat a friend like a real great friend and cherish the friendship between you guys, do he or she appreciate you like you do to him or her? When you are anticipating to meet your friend to throw a mini celebration for his or her bdae, does he or she knows how happy you are to be able to celebrate his or her bdae? Friendship, does it works both ways or perhaps jus single way? Sometimes i wonder, am i putting in too much effort to this friendship that i enjoyed lots from? Maybe I wasnt even considered as a friend to you. Maybe i was just an acquaintance to you. Maybe i was naive to think i can be your friend. Maybe i thought i could make you happy by celebrating your bdae with you. Or perhaps i thought you could make me happy after my bad day. But the answer was no.
I'm jus havin a really bad day. I cant keep that smile i had when i was talking to ARM on for the rest of the day.
Alex msn-ed me jus now.
BoEy says:
linda linda!!
Linda Low =) - contented. says:
hey alex
BoEy says:
guess what we were doing exactly 1yr ago!!
BoEy says:
lol
BoEy says:
genting baby!!!!
Linda Low =) - disappointed. says:
haha
Linda Low =) - disappointed. says:
you are jus so high
Linda Low =) - disappointed. says:
haha
BoEy says:
ya man
BoEy says:
time flies
BoEy says:
those photos really bring back so many memories.
Like alex say, exactly one yr back this time, we were at genting for our 08 1st overseas trip. The trip was great and i was enjoying myself, high n happy! But now, one yr later, exactly same time, i'm feeling bad. Contradict yea? If only i could turn back time..
BAD DAY for me. Hopefully i dun affect you all. God, why is it everytime when i'm feeling very happy and having a great day, bad things jus have to come and fall on me and ruin my mood? Maybe i'm jus not blessed to be a happy person.
Maybe i should take what jingmin says :
no one asks you to smile
just let go of those thoughts
maybe after a good cry will do some good
you need not act now
just let all your emotions out, it will make you feel better
listen to all the emo songs you have in your playlist and cry along
after crying, you will feel better
afterall, you are at home now, you need not be the cheerful/optimistic linda you always are
you need not smile when you dont feel like doing
you need not be someone else who you cant recognise now
you need not be hiding your emotions and tried to be the happy linda
JUST let all your emotions run and really, if there's a need, just cry your heart out.
it's okay to cry da, dont worry too much
maybe you will feel relieved after crying.
Maybe i should do so. OKAY, i'm off for a short nap, a great cry. I jus hate bad days especially when its raining. The chilly weather chills off my happiness and my smile.
what we could have been, 5:30 PM.
