Monday, April 21, 2008
Gonna work 0100 later. Here comes my turn for my skin-damaging shift. Its OVERNIGHT baby! haha.
My one month long morning shift shall end with this overnight. HI to AFTERNOON, BYE to MORNING. more time to sleep in.
Nothing much happenings. Had a great dinner with jovi, jingmin, ailing, javin, zifu at bedok 85. FUN and LAUGHTER-filled DINNER. LOL. MORE MORE please. I seriously think i should consider moving to stay in the east side.
Alright, time to work! Meetin ah min for breakfast later! YIPEE!! AND AND, HKG-MACAU, I'm coming!!
You are the one who can put on a smile on my face. You are also the one who can take it down immediately. Like people ard me says, one action from you can either make or break my day. I dun deny this fact. I stepped back onto the ground where i first met you. Years back, on the same spot at the same place, i get to know you. From strangers to great friends. Throughout the yrs, we had so much fun. But today, i stepped back to the same ground, same spot, the first person i saw was you. But yet, something seems different then. We chatted but no longer as chirpy. We jus walked tgt side by side but there's an obvious wall in between and we parted ways without saying bye to each other. We jus parted. I am lousy at hiding my emotions. I said i'm okay countlessly but obviously my face and mouth does not tally so.
Something's definitely wrong, but i dunno what to do either. This time, I didnt wanna share even i had a listening ear for me. And this time, i didnt cry. Or maybe i did but thats was less than 10s. Tears fell, but stopped as i entered my dreamland. Not that the hurt is not as strong but somehow, i dunno why, tears dun come down as heavy as before. Maybe i'm partially to be blamed too cuz i didnt behave as usual too. Or maybe this is jus another excuse i come up with for you. Or maybe subconsciously, i was prepared for it. MAYBE MAYBE. Thats e only word i have. I shall see how things go and decide my way. To continue or to let go, it all takes time. Well, time. Please jus bless me that things goes back to normal. =)
I need emo songs for now. And i'm listening now.
My one month long morning shift shall end with this overnight. HI to AFTERNOON, BYE to MORNING. more time to sleep in.
Nothing much happenings. Had a great dinner with jovi, jingmin, ailing, javin, zifu at bedok 85. FUN and LAUGHTER-filled DINNER. LOL. MORE MORE please. I seriously think i should consider moving to stay in the east side.
Alright, time to work! Meetin ah min for breakfast later! YIPEE!! AND AND, HKG-MACAU, I'm coming!!
You are the one who can put on a smile on my face. You are also the one who can take it down immediately. Like people ard me says, one action from you can either make or break my day. I dun deny this fact. I stepped back onto the ground where i first met you. Years back, on the same spot at the same place, i get to know you. From strangers to great friends. Throughout the yrs, we had so much fun. But today, i stepped back to the same ground, same spot, the first person i saw was you. But yet, something seems different then. We chatted but no longer as chirpy. We jus walked tgt side by side but there's an obvious wall in between and we parted ways without saying bye to each other. We jus parted. I am lousy at hiding my emotions. I said i'm okay countlessly but obviously my face and mouth does not tally so.
Something's definitely wrong, but i dunno what to do either. This time, I didnt wanna share even i had a listening ear for me. And this time, i didnt cry. Or maybe i did but thats was less than 10s. Tears fell, but stopped as i entered my dreamland. Not that the hurt is not as strong but somehow, i dunno why, tears dun come down as heavy as before. Maybe i'm partially to be blamed too cuz i didnt behave as usual too. Or maybe this is jus another excuse i come up with for you. Or maybe subconsciously, i was prepared for it. MAYBE MAYBE. Thats e only word i have. I shall see how things go and decide my way. To continue or to let go, it all takes time. Well, time. Please jus bless me that things goes back to normal. =)
I need emo songs for now. And i'm listening now.
what we could have been, 11:11 PM.
